My oncologist suggested that I get a bone scan and routine ct scan since I had been having bone pain for a while now. I am just achy all the time. I was getting pretty nervous, but really trying to trust God.
After the nurse injected me with the dye for the scan, I felt so nauseous and then almost blacked out. I think it was cause I was so hungry. I couldn't eat anything that morning and had been up early getting Roman to school. Anyways, I survived and then anxiously waited for the results.
A friend sent me a sermon from Passion Church that talked about being in a storm. Louie Giglio talked about getting on our knees and praying God's will be done, not ours. It was powerful. I went on a walk the next morning and finally got to that point where I said, "God, your will be done. If it's your will for this cancer to come back and spread and me not raise my babies, then your will be done." It's a pretty tough place to be.
We got the results the next day. No cancer! Praise The Lord! I am so grateful. I'm ready to live my life now without fear. It's time to move on and get normal. A new normal.
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