listening and following

A few weeks ago, when Judy, Lisa, and Rachel were here praying over Matt and I, they mentioned to be ready and listen for the Holy Spirit.  It's hard to understand sometimes when people say God spoke to them, but I truly know that God has spoken to me and is still speaking.  I can't sleep a lot lately (go figure) and when I'm just laying there, he tells me different things.  One thing I know for sure is that he wants me to write this entire process of cancer down on paper.  The next day, he told me to speak at the Heights church in Dallas when I go there for a girls trip in April.  I started writing it all down the next day and had 7 pages written within 3 days.  Wow!  God  is just so cool!  I'm not a writer or a speaker, but I'm going to do what he says.  It's crazy because I was supposed to be going to Mexico with Matt for a wedding the weekend of April 6th, but Matt decided we should save money and I stay home since I can't truly enjoy a beach trip now.  We decided that we would take a trip together when this whole process is over.  I was so bummed, but decided to go to Dallas instead.  Now, I'm going to be speaking that Sunday morning at our old church.  Funny and cool how God works!  I love being a part of his work!